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"How do you figure out specifically what you want in life?" I asked.
"You
must ask yourself a series of four questions," he told me. They are:
What do I want? What must I do to have it? How would I feel when I have
it? So, what I really want is to feel ___ (fill in the blank)?
This article I was reading above makes me wonder about my own life, not that I dont on a daily basis regardless. However, reading it makes me know that I am probably not the only person in this world, or one of few, that doesnt know what she really wants to do with her life. I mean I am full of ideas, all sorts of ideas that all join at the base with a common idea, Working for Myself and Changing the World by Helping out underprivileged Kids.
I am seeking to be free from my mundane job, society's expectations, and I find myself nagging nonstop. Nagging to my parents, my siblings, my Best friends, friends and sometimes more often - a work colleague i see in the office that i essentially have no communication with apart from the random Hello. Not Creepy at All!!!(Sarcasm). I have to tell you that is NOT how I pictured my life will turn out.
What would it take to make me outrageously happy?
Seriously? I have a few ideas.... BUT I AM SCARED. I am very aware that this blog revolves around my fearless twenties, but I am still learning.
Outrageously happy?
This word makes me think of an explosion of colors, family, comfort, friends and a better fairer world. I want to open the TV and not see War, I want to look around me and see fields of Flowers and sunshine instead of jungles of concrete.
I want to be at home and have my family around me. I want my friends to understand That regardless of life Friendship can last if you work for it. I want the races to merge, and for discrimination to go away. And finally i want to make beautiful things: i want to bake, I want to paint, i want to dance, i want to swim with dolphins, i want to ride on Ferris wheels and merry-go-rounds, I want my country to prosper, and my people to get their transitional justice, i want to help them implement transitional justice.
I Just want a world that is rosy and pink , colorful and a mixture of all seasons all at once like those cartoons i grew up watching. Why is it that even though in cartoons Love and good always win over evil we still have a generation that is brought up to be violent and hateful. We still have Societies that are bred to be egocentric.
I am a dreamer, a wishful thinker.... But i also am an optimist.
The Cup is half full- ALWAYS.
Love with all your being,
Love,
Fearless
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