March was Meant for You and Me (written in 2010)

I Laughed today,

then i thought of you,

and i smiled warmly.

thinkng that at one point today i had so much to tell you,

words stumble unto my lips, and thoughts hoard up in my mind.

if i were to tell you anything, it wouldnt be anything.

there is nothing i would change now,

nothing i would wish was different.

before it was difficult, it was painful.

but now that i truly grasp it, i realise that the illusionary maze of pain and

melancholy was induced.

it doesnt exist.

it was meant to be,

just the way it is.

I have one thought on my mind:-

You once told me that you hated march, because snow melts.I never got to

tell you, that i love march, because its meant for new beginnings...

back then i had nothing to tell you, i read it and was silent for a while, and

looked away. i had no reply, for i didnt understand why my silent

disagreement couldnt be voiced into an audible reason.

but now i know, now i have my reason even if it is two months late|(Now years Late).

i hope one day march could mean something to you.

perhaps you could learn to love it like i love it..

perhaps one day the decisions you take around march , could be altered to

beautiful decisions.

March is our month. its when I got my life in a different angle.

March was the beginning i needed to know i was still strong.

March was meant for you and me....