Absorbing Life

Sometimes I think my life is just one long whirlwind of chaos. 

It is a giant circus! Melange of colourful experiences, loud parties, extended periods of silence and a dangerous sense of wanderlust and curiosity. it could also just be described in a sense of accomplishments, failures, learning, adventures, exhaustion and screw ups. But when it comes down to it i sometimes slip into a bystander watching it go right by. Even though ive written alot about how i want to be an active member of my life , a participator. I want to actually show up to my own life. Which begs the question , how much time do I spend really absorbing it? Sinking into the precise experience of right now without an eye to the next step? At this point, I'd say its 9 out of 10 times. And even if one moment does not seem like a big deal, what worries me the most is the amount of time invested in that moment; a day? a week? a year? or mere seconds?   

But showing up for 10 times out of 10 would mean i listen to my own advice. That kind of fleeting momentary contentment is a rare gift. I wanna seek it out more. I want to notice the exquisite moments of life.


Make every moment Count,

Fearless