Poetry Series: I Would Come back , You see!

I've went through a mirror and,
discovered my parallel universe.

you see, red wasnt red in that universe.
quite the shock for me, my color no longer existed.

everything was surreal,
as though if i were to talk, letters would come floating out instead of verbal sounds.

Ive been invited to madness, been set upside down.
Made to laugh in sad situations, and cry in happy ones.
hysterics became a companion, but so did nonexpression.
my emotions have paralleled my reality and somehow,

have moved in the opposite direction of Life's spectrum of conformity.

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The mirror's passage has been hidden,
whether unintentionally or by mere desire of my own energy, You see i dont know if i do want to come back.

but I cannot find a way out. I am more or less somewhat of a destitute young mind.
In a world created for none other than yours truly.

I would come back perhaps,
I will, when i am able, when i think i am ready.
You see!
& when I am, I would tell you all about it.

Love,

Fearless