I Carry Your Heart, I Carry it in my Heart

So Love makes the world go round, for some people only? No it was never just for some people. I do however agree that everyone has a different story to tell about how love makes their own world go round. Some of us are in love with our lives, in love with our partners/spouses, some of us LOVE our family and friends.
Some of us love their books, that they stay up reading till very late hours in the night with a small flashlight under the covers of the bed. Worried that their addiction to the written pages may cause worry amongst their loved ones.
I woke up today with a predetermination that I was not going to celebrate the commercial meaning of love, Valentines. I woke up determined that i shall not let the world dictate the time , date and manner in which i want to express and have love expressed to me. However, Would it be hypocritical if i told you that i woke up this morning wore an outfit consisting of All black, however broke it with a Bright red scarf and a crimson colored lipstick stain.
I know it is not to celebrate valentines, for I am a lady that is essentially in love with the color red. and i could never for the life of me imagine breaking in the color Black with anything other than bright red and Gold colored accessories. Ive worn this exact same outfit numerous times, I'd say i wear it at least once a week, or a variation of it with the same colors once a week.
But i could've chosen any other day to work these colors into my never ending routine of "What will I wear to work today" .

I may choose to ignore it and blame the predispositioned all months commercials i hear on the radio, TV. I read in stores, online on facebook etc. I blame them for unconciously making me choose certain colors rather than other today. Even though i do not necessarily celebrate Valentines, I am wishing everyone a happy valentines day, and I am smiling worried i will be splitting my face in two. And I'm getting comments asking the reason behind my smile.

Simply there is no reason, but i know that i dreamt of beautiful meadows, of family, of romance and of colors. I know that my world has become so much richer ever since i Decided to get to know everyone i loved around me.
Dear Reader, I love you as well, if nothing but for the sole reason that you have taken few precious moments of your time today, to read this post that i have so desperately written in a moment of self discovery.

I Leave you to it now, with one of the most beautiful poems i have ever read about love. Being an avid and obssessive reader i have to admit that the first time i heard it was in the move "In Her Shoes" for cameron diaz, and i must admit that hearing her read it, in the context in which it played out, brought hot and gushing tears to my eyes. It filled my heart with hope, love, and i laughed inbetween the tears afterwards.

May everyday for you on this earth, be nothing but a constant celebration of everything beautiful.

[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]

By E. E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

my heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done

by only me is your doing,my darling)

                                                      i fear

no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Much love,

Fearless