Back to Basics

Sometimes I feel so much stress in my life all I want to do is connect to the simple things in life like walking on the beach, cooking, reading, meditating, contemplating on who I am and Can be on a soul level. Id like to concentrate on finding my perfect passionate next step to take.
Ive caught myself one too many times leveling with my reasoning of : "I've been so crazy busy!" . I'm also guilty of professing it like it was a great thing, like being absent from the joys of life could be considered an honorable thing to do.
This level of "Crazy Busy" has been encrypted into my life via one single thought, to which its consequences have recently been discovered, that is, "I have to work really hard to get what I want in life." If its not hard its not worth it, that's the belief that's drilled in me. But sometimes life CAN be easy, as simple as picking a flower from a field. Not all the time of-course, however I am an extremist and i am yet to find the the defining lines between hard, easy and balanced. Somewhere deep in my consciousness lies the big fear that I wouldn't financially survive.

It's time for me to discover the real world of beauty, happiness, success, kindness and love. Give it to myself and then, then give it to the world.


Love,

Fearless