Powerful Minds

Since our Mind is so powerful and I have been carrying weight for a long period of time, there should be complete understanding and patience with the process itself. But this patience seems to be evading me, and i cant seem to keep it company for more than 2 weeks. 2 weeks and i bounce back worse than before.
What is the matter? I am lazy at times, but to be fearless should mean that i drag myself in my worst shape and work for times where i can be in my best shape.

Love,

Fearless