Breaking the Rules at 23

A lady does not smoke . She is not loud. She does not argue. She does not fire a pistol, and she's never outspoken. I have never followed the rules, but there came a time when it seemed like the sensible thing to do. Especially when everyone around me seemed to have an opinion on how it affects my sanity, and any chances i may have at finding my one true love. Who ofcourse should be the most gentle, honest, Respectable man. Well I am more than a little unsatisfied. mind you i want to fall in love and i want to be the kinda girl who is every guy's number one option if not dream. But i got to thinking, that living by the rules does not allow me to be myself which has helped in keeping me Loveless and Dateless for 2 years +. So now I've vowed to break the rules and live the life of pleasure I've been missing for the past 2 years.
Dance every dance & steal midnight kisses.
 Love always,
Fearless